Christmas time is here, and for many it marks a time of true reflection. And for me, this year, marks a monumental moment in my life.
A year ago, I would have never believed it. A year ago, I was facing surgery and grieving its necessity. A year ago, I thought I was losing so much. A year ago, I was sad and burdened and scared. Not a fun place to be. You see, God often takes us to places that knock the breath out of us, humble us to the point that we can't look up, and we are left wondering if we really have a purpose. But, oh! how lovingly He has a way of making it all work out!
This year, I am overwhelmed, and so excited about what the next holds! This next year begins with something new; a dream come true! I am now something that I have dreamed my whole life of being! I am officially a published author! The road hasn't been easy, and I have been highly disillusioned in the process, but it has taught me to put God first, to wait for Him, to acknowledge Him every step of the way, and most of all, never to doubt His calling in my life!
You know, I don't know what He has in store for me, or for my ministry, or for this book. And, maybe it will all fizzle out and dry up...but even if that happens, I know one thing: I am seeking His will. I love Proverbs 19:21. It says this: "Many are the plans in a man's heart, but the Lord's will prevails!" He is a good God! And His plans are precious for His children. So on this night I am reminded of the angels herald, "Glory to God in the highest, peace to all good men on whom His favor rests!"
Merry Christmas, and have a HAPPY NEW YEAR!
13 December 2009, 4:19 pm